Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in theidian's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
11:55 pm	USERS! Does anyone else ever feel like they're just being used for their capabilities in certain things? Don't get me wrong, I have absolutely no problem helping friends out, but when i'm always the last one called/made plans with/noticed, it makes me wonder if they are acutally friends, or if they're just keeping me around because i prove to be useful once in a while. It seems to me that the latter presents itself more than the former, but who's to say. I guess people are just funny like that. Or, maybe i just think i should be treated differently. I've never been one to just keep someone around because they're useful once in a while. A friend is a friend, and if they're a friend i stay in constant contact with that person. but, Blah. Whatever. I can only do so much to get people to see my point. If they're that oblivious that they can't understand me by now, I don't know what to tell them. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Lose my breath reggae remix (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
3:01 am	BLAH. so yeah. i finally remembered, with Kristen's help that i actually had an account at livejournal. aand, i really don't know what else to say. blah. school is school, things are shitty, at best. but i'll live. bye :P (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 6th, 2004
10:12 am	today is the day of the rest of our lives! or something.. Y'know. I'm always lost as to what to put on this damn subject thing. so i've decided just to make it up as i go along. Anyway. sunday morning here. i was SUPPOSED to work, only to find out i got up and ready to find out the switched my day, and gave me today off. so, obviously. i'm not impressed. but, i do have the day off, which is cool. i went home for friday night/saturday..day... and that wasn't really pleasant either. i get the whole " oh, come home, i miss you " blah blah blah crap from my mom. and what am i doing bright and early saturday morning? yeah. cutting the freakin' grass. I got out of there as soon as possible. i also went to see a friend of mine i used to work with who now has a baby on the way, that was a shocker mostly because this guy like. yeah. slept with everyone. but, regardless, he's happy and that's all that matters. as for me, it's the same old same old. OH. yeah. i got accepted for the college program of choice with a $1500 scholarship, and with being funded through my reserve because i'm a dirty native north american, i get that money back! so, i'm stoked that i'll have an extra $1500 to spend on tattoos... er... i mean.. school stuff..... haha. anyways. i'm drained, and don't know what else to write. later kiddies. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 4th, 2004
1:29 pm	BLAHHH alright. so. i was told to update this thing, because i never use it, and apparently at least one person wants to read about my life. So. i got my tattoo. turned out pretty nice. thanks to loyd at artistic impressions in Welland. That was fun, cause. you know, i wimped out and got all worked up and almost passed out. looked like a total goof. I'm now working at the college residence for the summer, as a housekeeper! how fun is that?! cleaning up people's crap. but, it's a job, and it pays the bills, so i can't really bitch. i worked today. for like 3 hours. because there's nothing left to clean. now i'm sitting here typing and waiting for my mom to come pick me up so i can go home. anyway. that's about it. i'm boring, but whatever. it's all good. maybe i'll post more junk tomorrow. Or, just wait until someone sends me a bitchy email again. thanks kristen :P (3 Comments |Comment on this)